Petals of spring(4th composition)

Its funny how I wake and just see you lying here,
It feels so real that I am really glad,
The shinning rays of sunlight gives the feel of your warmth,
The gentle feel just tingles me

(chorus)
Ohh, you really bring the best of me,
The petals of spring just makes my day so bright,
The very moment i take my greatest step,
Is to where you and I can be.

The wonders and the joy that you have brought out in me,
I cherish those moments in me,
The warmth of your smile isn't just an everyday thing,
I gives me the strength to move on

You, the wind of shelter and my safety,
You are that one thing that make me feel alive,
The joy you bring to me are just like petals of spring,
Beauty and tenderness

You that one thing that's special to me,
So, please don't go,
Cause you are a dream that i can't never wish for more,
My petals of spring.

Lifestream-3rd composition

The gentle flow, the gentle stream
A new beginning, a new journey,
As a life is taken away, new ones will be created,
Following the stream of life

Everyday is a new beginning, new choices,new paths to take,
Every choice brings a change in the stream of life,
Every change gives a new and different future.

Some say it governs our life, others say we govern our lives,
While some say it is fate the make us who we are,
Others would say it is us who make us who we are

The soothing flow of the lifestream,
The calm and gentle waves,
Where all lives gather and move in harmony,
Where the order of life and death takes place

Some choose to accept their fate,
Some choose to free themselves,
The binding absolute law of nature

As long as the lifestream is not disturbed,
As long as the balance of all life is maintained,
Then can the stream of life flow gently and peacefully

Voice(Koe)

This is my transcription for the song 'Koe' for Fatal Frame 3.Its a very meaningful song...Enjoy:D
Forgive me if its sucks.

Your sound your voice, its calling out to me,
Its telling me that that you're leaving me drowning,
Into the sea,pulling me from your voice,
I can't bear to lose the sound of hope.

The 'you' that i have ever treasured, the memories of you and me
The darkness sought to claim your soul, the only thing they couldn't take,
The memories of you, the link between our souls, the final piece of you

But I'm drowning in fear, I'm losing your voice,
I am sinking deep down under the sea of time,
I am starting to lose, the pieces of you,
They're fading, and fading and breaking the chains of my heart.

I'm trapped inside, a pool of emptiness,
I tried and tried, but i just seem to lose it,
Your voice and 'you' are beginning to fade,
Back where all hopes and dreams are lost

I can't just stand and watch you leave me,
Leave me drowning in myself,
I can't believe that 'you' have left me,
I thought that i have lost you once,
But I know that i'm wrong, and it's happening again, I'm losing you again

Disappear, disappear, I'm losing your voice,
To the place where all souls and all hopes reunite,
And the chains in my heart, their tearing apart,
It's rusting and breaking, the last bond with you and with me

And I'm drowning in fear, I'm losing your voice,
All the pieces of you with me are losing out,
Disappear, disappear to where all is found,
I'm losing the sound of your voice and the pieces of you

Why all this have to end,
The sound of your voice fading,
The very sound that tells me that you're living and just breathing,
It's getting weaker and faint,
Its getting softer, lighter,
I know you're telling me it's time to let the chains all come lose,
Your voice is fading from me,
The link between you and me,
The final piece of you~
Time's running out for me,
The final wave is coming,
But I just can't accept it,
And if I do I'll lose you, to the sea of hopes and dreams.

Finally I'm free

So sry, its been a while since I have written any new post. Been busy with my finals as I am planning to fulfill my goal to become a researcher in biomed or perhaps a doctor. :D

Its been a hell of a week but i managed to pull it through. Overall I thought the exams were pretty much alright. Hope I do well... Hav to keep my fingers crossed. :D

Right, back to work then.... Now that i hav a lot of time to compose sum new stuff..

18 in 2 hours

Lol,seems there is only two more hours till i'm 18. Then I can finally do whatever i wan,clubbing,drinking,driving,(fill in the blank). Nah, looks like i hav to become more mature now and start acting as an adult now. It feels strange though, i hav been 17 for 364 days now. today is the last day i'm 17. After that, its goodbye 17 and hello 18.:D

Hmm,i hav to start being more hardworking and do my best for finals. :D

Be myself(make up your own song wif the lyrics)

Hiding in shadows, trying to find myself
I don't know what to do,
Stand in a forest and look around,
I'm lost in the deep dark cold woods

But I just can't stand there, I have to keep moving
To keep up with my life,
I and try and try to create myself to be there for everyone,
But they don't seem to care,
And now, I'm starting to understand there's nothing better than being just me.

This is my life, my story,
Who are you to tell me what I should be,
So, take off, and leave me alone,
This is my story,no one tells me who I am,
Just be myself

They tell me I'm not good enough,
Even though I did all I can to keep them pleased,
When I'm not around they start to pick on me,
What have I done to have this all coming to me,

So now in the end, I'll show them who I am,
Why should I care what they say,

This is my life, my story,
Who are you to tell me what I should be,
So, take off, and leave me alone,
This is my story,no one tells me who I am,
Just be myself

That's all I have to be,
It's just in front of me,
It was always there,I didn't know
I was blind,

This is my story, this is my life,
No one tells me what to do,
If they don't like me, it's their problem,
This is who I am, what I should be,
They can't tell me how I should me,
I'm just being me.

(Those of you who have read this, pls remember, don't go looking for yourself.Its never lost, its always right in front of you, hidden beneath the lies and fake personas' you have developed. Believe me, the only thing you should be is yourself no no others.Only then can you find true happiness, just as I found mine :D)

Changes(Final version)-Inspired by LCH

All around me, I see changes everywhere,
But I don't know how, I don't know why,
There's nothing I can do to hold them back,

Even though,I try and try so hard,
But I know, there's one thing I have realized

(Chorus)
That everything changed, everything's different
Never thought I'd see it coming
Standing in rivers, holding the flow,
Never thought that this will be so hard,
But I know I have to move on, and go with the changes of my life.

The season changes, just like summer and winter
As leaves comes in autumn and goes in the fall,
There's nothing we can do to hold them back,

But I know,there's one thing we can do,
Just stand up, keep the rhythm going

Cause everything changed, everything's different
Never thought I'd see it coming
Standing in rivers, holding the flow,
Never thought that this will be so hard,
But I know I have to move on, and go with the changes of my life.

There are thing we have to know, there are things we have to try
There are things we have to do, to move on,
I know its hard to keep on moving, but if we don't then we can't break,
Break free and spread our wings.

Cause everything changed, everything's different
Never thought we'd see it coming
But together we stand,holding the flow
Together we can put an end to this
Lets put an end to all our sorrows and walk down the road that leads to dawn.