Sorrowful and Drenched Furor

I feel like my heart, is racing with anger
The cool composure of my mind is gone,
Why do I feel, dazed and sad
The surge within me,
I feel like just breaking out.

But why do I feel the sorrow and pain
I shouldn't be having this feeling
But I cant help myself
What should I do to end, the fog.

The storm is arriving and the rain has fallen
Each raindrop feels safe and happy.
Drenched in the rain
But I feel that deep down my heart,
Feel the pain and my worries have been rendered asunder.

So please... my soothing,cold,wet rain
Please just wash all the pain away,
And just take to the rainbow when you leave

Let the light, shine on me
Let the colours of the rainbow
Let them guide me to the end.

Life's Newest Revolution

It feels like an eternity since I have broke away
From my own shell
Where I was trapped in eternal, and endless cycle of a lunar eclipse

Since then, everything had changed
The sky looks so different from before,
It is calm,soothing, filled with a tiny shred of hope
Together with the warmth from the sun
I feel like I am home.

Though the seasons and weather has changed
Everything around me still feels the same..
But why then, do I feel
Deep within me, something has changed.
Though I carry past experiences with me,
I feel, braver, daring, much more stronger than before.

Deep inside me, I gained more courage,
To stand up for myself and fight for what I truly believed in.
I gained the strength,
To tell some of my 'friends' face to face,
That I am no longer afraid of them,
Their influence no longer hold, and bind me for life,
To mold me into their own clay

Now, the only strings controlling my future, is set by the choices that i make
No way I am going to sit in front of 'friends',ignored
And just smile like a fool, a fool for feeling alone and trapped.

I have move beyond that phase, and now,I shall say this kindly,
''I don't mean to be rude, but I feel neglected''

And if that doesn't work, then I will say
''If that is the case, then I don't need you in my life anymore, have a nice day, goodbye'' :)
Because in the end, the only thing that they have lost is a true friend.
And the only thing you have lost, is a puppeteer.

Life's Revolution

Long time ago, every step that I take leads to pain
Every time I would drown in the sea of despair
Let the tide flow, let the currents just take me away

Far from the place where I had given my life, my soul
But I was cast aside by you
The loneliness and pain to my heart


I wished and wish all the pain will leave
Its memories are carved into me
The hatred and darkness were born into me
It grew and grew and consumed me

All my life I wish the darkness would leave
Just go,fade away, never come back to haunt me
But I have come to understand,
The darkness is a part of me

So now, the battle has just begun
Battle to seize control of myself
Though I had won for now, it won't end
But this time I know that I can use 'it'
And be my strength

Look Around you

For all this time, I could see it in your eyes
The cherished moments, they are bound to be just memories
I see the love, I see the joy, pain, even sorrow
I feel it all, from others
Would it make me feel better

You have to know, that this is how life is
But you are not alone anymore
You may not know of us but we exist,
So light a fire within your soul

You think you walk alone and nobody understands you
You think that they are all the same
But you are wrong and I should know
Cos I'm just like you,
There are other like you,
So don't give up, just take a breath
Just look at things around you
You may just find something new,better.

Moving on

Would it make it better
Would I just feel safe
The colours of the rainbow
I wonder where it ends

Will it make this easier
Will it make you smile
I just wish my destiny
The love I never had

You know,you tried
They were the past
You were the one
You were the future
You were the sky
When I just look above
Crimson horizon

Have I fallen so far
Have I seen it all again
The corner's of my eyes
I see everything that I shouldn't know
It hurt for a while
It feels just like old times
But its okay

Walking down the street
On a rainy day
The chill running down my spine
It felt so good
The touch of raindrops
It gives me strength to get up and try
Though I will fall, I will rise see and through the end

Everything feels the same
The loneliness the shadow of my past
Never will I escape
Impending of the darkest hour

I have to accept my fate and go along with my own path
I'll carry the darkness and I will survive

In the end I'll have to dig in deeper
And search myself
Find the love, the strength to carry on
For now I'll have to hold on until that one love saves me.

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Hi, i hope you guys will all listen to my new playist. I put all the best songs there is from my fav. artist Adam Lambert. For those who wants to listen to sentimental acoustics, i had 3 sumwhere in my playist. So, feel free to try them out.

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5th song: Entity of Dark Cloud

There goes the brilliant sunshine
Here comes the dark and black sky
The full moon rising and it
Takes its throne the nightfall

There it sits and smiles at one who knows of it
Down below, the one gazes upon the sky

He feels the same as the moon
He feels the moon is his guide
The light that comes from it just
Seeps through the deperation

Each night, he sits alone and pray
He wished that someone could just save him
But he knows he'll never find the one who'll
Save him from this wretched curse and free him

He, looks up and just gives a faint smile,
Knows he can't escape his fate
He knows that its part of him
Wishing for the past to change
Wishing time could change for him.