Sunday, October 11, 2009

18 in 2 hours

Lol,seems there is only two more hours till i'm 18. Then I can finally do whatever i wan,clubbing,drinking,driving,(fill in the blank). Nah, looks like i hav to become more mature now and start acting as an adult now. It feels strange though, i hav been 17 for 364 days now. today is the last day i'm 17. After that, its goodbye 17 and hello 18.:D

Hmm,i hav to start being more hardworking and do my best for finals. :D

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Be myself(make up your own song wif the lyrics)

Hiding in shadows, trying to find myself
I don't know what to do,
Stand in a forest and look around,
I'm lost in the deep dark cold woods

But I just can't stand there, I have to keep moving
To keep up with my life,
I and try and try to create myself to be there for everyone,
But they don't seem to care,
And now, I'm starting to understand there's nothing better than being just me.

This is my life, my story,
Who are you to tell me what I should be,
So, take off, and leave me alone,
This is my story,no one tells me who I am,
Just be myself

They tell me I'm not good enough,
Even though I did all I can to keep them pleased,
When I'm not around they start to pick on me,
What have I done to have this all coming to me,

So now in the end, I'll show them who I am,
Why should I care what they say,

This is my life, my story,
Who are you to tell me what I should be,
So, take off, and leave me alone,
This is my story,no one tells me who I am,
Just be myself

That's all I have to be,
It's just in front of me,
It was always there,I didn't know
I was blind,

This is my story, this is my life,
No one tells me what to do,
If they don't like me, it's their problem,
This is who I am, what I should be,
They can't tell me how I should me,
I'm just being me.

(Those of you who have read this, pls remember, don't go looking for yourself.Its never lost, its always right in front of you, hidden beneath the lies and fake personas' you have developed. Believe me, the only thing you should be is yourself no no others.Only then can you find true happiness, just as I found mine :D)